double happy!

Assalamualaikum and hi my dear skasblog, readers (hurmm hopefully the readers are there =p)....

today is the last day of my practical training. I.a.m.v.e.r.y.h.a.p.p.y.

Actually, rasa jugak a bit sad to leave the practical place. Hurmm, tapi kena jugak la kan sebab masa dah sampai, 6 bulan. I  have to angkat kaki and say a goodbye to the place, the boss, the staffs, the table and the chair also. 

Thank you so much to my boss for giving me opportunity to gain experience there.

InsyaAllah, we'll meet again. =).

                                    i got a lovely present from the boss  =), double,triple happy...haha

sahabat selamanya

marilah mula menaip blog sesudah berhenti beberapa hari yang lalu. =p

okay,hurmm, bila berkawan tak semestinya kena selalu bersama kan? Kekangan masa yang membuatkan kita jauh antara satu sama lain. Dia di sana, kita pulak di sini. Pagi dia sibuk, petang pulak kita sibuk. Tapi dengan dunia yang penuh canggih sekarang ni, masa bukan lagi alasan kita. Jarak yang jauh boleh jadi dekat. And....i really appreciate my friendship. I do care for people around me.Yes, i love them coz they're in my second ranking. Of course, my family is paling highest rankingnya....hurmm, imagine that one day your family is not around. You still have your kawan kawan kan =)

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23...it's a wonderful number

Are you happy right now? Hurmm, time passed by so fast. Dah nak habis dah tahun 2012. Yeah, let's counting days for 2013. By the way, my birthday dah lepas dah 24 hari yang lalu. I wanted to blog it earlier but time went on without me noticed and here we are, the end of december..it's too late to blog, right? Birthday mood have already ended, so give me a chance to blog about feeling of reaching number 23.

                                                                      selamat akhir tahun 2012


To tell you, being an adult is not fun and joy as i'd imagined my life to be. Sudah meningkat usia, banyak sudah nombor umurku menjadi 23, rasa best/happy/teruja, hurmm rasa seperti biasa. Normal feeling. Rasa excited ada jugakla sikit. Haha..anyway, there are so many responsibilities to handle, so many things to think, so many burdens to carry. Things that are not important pun kena fikir or else get into trouble. Sometimes, small thing will give a big impact to our life! So, kena alert everything happens around us. Hurmm, i wish i have someone to help me carry some of my burden. :-)

oh my milo

Sesuatu yang tak disangka telah berlaku...!

More than half of the milo poured out. All across my handbag. Sigh. I did what i wasn't supposed to do. I was so careless. Oh my..

Story dia macam ni, dahaga yang amat sangat tengah malam. So, I headed to the kitchen, made a cup of milo and i got back to my room. Had milo seteguk dua. After that, i placed the cup of milo near my handbag. Dua dua benda tu atas meja yang sama. Dekat situ dah nampak careless dah. The cup wasn't too far from my handbag. Dekat sangat, you can even count the jarak, it was about berapa centimeter je...then, suddenly my hand touched it in a second. Like sepantas kilat. I paused for a while.Sigh!

I move quickly to get some cloth to soak up the mess. Hurmm..what i can say the handbag wasn't in a good condition =(

Niat menulis...it makes me strong!

semua orang suka dipuji. Yeah, termasukla diri ini..hehe. Okay, best kut kalau orang puji. Lebih lebih lagi kena puji pasal diri sendiri.

" awak cantik la.. "
" pandainya kau buat ni ea.."
" handsome-nya kau hari ni.."
" waaahh hebatnya awak..macam mana awak buat ea?.."

itula contoh contoh pujian yang selalu sangat kita dengar. And so so so many pujian lagi yang ada. Basically, all the praises are pointing to something that look great, awesome, cool or things yang..okay cantik and to be clearer, to all type of positive things. To make it short, if you do something beautifully, you'll be showered by praises. If you are beautiful/handsome/cute, you too will be showered by praises. =p

Okay sambung lagi, if we are given a situation whether to choose "pujian" or "kritikan". I can barely say that, NO ONE will choose "kritikan! Yeah, definitely. Me too will not choose "kritikan". Siapa yang nak kena kritik dengan bad words. Seriously, NO ONE. But somehow the "kritikan" will improve ourselves. It will make us strong. It will turn us to the new one, i mean the positive one.

I myself have been criticized a few years ago..okay sangat tak best to say the"kritik" word so i want to change it to "komen" . The word "komen" is much nicer compared to the word"kritik". Ada someone gave me a comment about my writing. Yeah, he said to me better u tulis in Malay la. I kept thinking his word and somehow i felt that it was better for me to write in Malay than English cause my grammar was teruk sangat on that time! Yup, teruk sangat sampai ada orang willing to comment for asking me to stop writing in English cause my English is bad! *cry*

The "nice" story begun when i posted a thought regarding my life titled " a happy life "on facebook. I wrote that story in English. All in English. Then, lepas posting that thought there was a guy dropping a comment and said " weiii, jganla tulis in english kalau grammar tak betul. Tulis dalam bhasa melayu sudeyy..bahasa jiwa bangsa... " .And that guy memang aku kenal la kan.

Sentap! Nak marah! Geram! okayy, aku sedih! Seriously, aku memang sedih! Sedih dengan komen tu. Disebabkan terlalu sedih aku delete terus post tu sebab aku tak mampu nak baca lagi komen tu.

Macam tak matang pun ada bila aku fikir balik pasal tu. Aku rasa diri aku sangat tak matang to handle such thing. I was so scared to reply his comment and i didn't even tried to defend myself because i knew if i did so the possibility to receive another harsh comment from him was high. Enough!

So, lepas dari case tu, i really don't have a courage to write in English. Memang tak ada mood dah! My mood drastically changed since i had a blog. Yeah, this blog rebuild my courage to write in English and it makes me happy too. I feel free to blog whatsoever story i want to. Hehe. Komen or kutukan/ktitikan from people aku dah tak kisah sebab aku tahu niat aku menulis and takde nak harm siapa siapa. Hey you, i'm not perfect. My English is also not perfect.My facebook is my own space so if u don't like my writing please stay away from me..btw, i want to say sorry, so sorry..  I just want to share my thoughts and my never ending story in ENGLISH =)