Niat menulis...it makes me strong!

semua orang suka dipuji. Yeah, termasukla diri ini..hehe. Okay, best kut kalau orang puji. Lebih lebih lagi kena puji pasal diri sendiri.

" awak cantik la.. "
" pandainya kau buat ni ea.."
" handsome-nya kau hari ni.."
" waaahh hebatnya awak..macam mana awak buat ea?.."

itula contoh contoh pujian yang selalu sangat kita dengar. And so so so many pujian lagi yang ada. Basically, all the praises are pointing to something that look great, awesome, cool or things yang..okay cantik and to be clearer, to all type of positive things. To make it short, if you do something beautifully, you'll be showered by praises. If you are beautiful/handsome/cute, you too will be showered by praises. =p

Okay sambung lagi, if we are given a situation whether to choose "pujian" or "kritikan". I can barely say that, NO ONE will choose "kritikan! Yeah, definitely. Me too will not choose "kritikan". Siapa yang nak kena kritik dengan bad words. Seriously, NO ONE. But somehow the "kritikan" will improve ourselves. It will make us strong. It will turn us to the new one, i mean the positive one.

I myself have been criticized a few years ago..okay sangat tak best to say the"kritik" word so i want to change it to "komen" . The word "komen" is much nicer compared to the word"kritik". Ada someone gave me a comment about my writing. Yeah, he said to me better u tulis in Malay la. I kept thinking his word and somehow i felt that it was better for me to write in Malay than English cause my grammar was teruk sangat on that time! Yup, teruk sangat sampai ada orang willing to comment for asking me to stop writing in English cause my English is bad! *cry*

The "nice" story begun when i posted a thought regarding my life titled " a happy life "on facebook. I wrote that story in English. All in English. Then, lepas posting that thought there was a guy dropping a comment and said " weiii, jganla tulis in english kalau grammar tak betul. Tulis dalam bhasa melayu sudeyy..bahasa jiwa bangsa... " .And that guy memang aku kenal la kan.

Sentap! Nak marah! Geram! okayy, aku sedih! Seriously, aku memang sedih! Sedih dengan komen tu. Disebabkan terlalu sedih aku delete terus post tu sebab aku tak mampu nak baca lagi komen tu.

Macam tak matang pun ada bila aku fikir balik pasal tu. Aku rasa diri aku sangat tak matang to handle such thing. I was so scared to reply his comment and i didn't even tried to defend myself because i knew if i did so the possibility to receive another harsh comment from him was high. Enough!

So, lepas dari case tu, i really don't have a courage to write in English. Memang tak ada mood dah! My mood drastically changed since i had a blog. Yeah, this blog rebuild my courage to write in English and it makes me happy too. I feel free to blog whatsoever story i want to. Hehe. Komen or kutukan/ktitikan from people aku dah tak kisah sebab aku tahu niat aku menulis and takde nak harm siapa siapa. Hey you, i'm not perfect. My English is also not perfect.My facebook is my own space so if u don't like my writing please stay away from me..btw, i want to say sorry, so sorry..  I just want to share my thoughts and my never ending story in ENGLISH =)