Dear Gaza, we love you

                                                     Ya Allah, please save them.




Dear children of GAZA, all people in the world care for you. We really hope for peace. Allah will help you.

Niat menulis...it makes me strong!

semua orang suka dipuji. Yeah, termasukla diri ini..hehe. Okay, best kut kalau orang puji. Lebih lebih lagi kena puji pasal diri sendiri.

" awak cantik la.. "
" pandainya kau buat ni ea.."
" handsome-nya kau hari ni.."
" waaahh hebatnya awak..macam mana awak buat ea?.."

itula contoh contoh pujian yang selalu sangat kita dengar. And so so so many pujian lagi yang ada. Basically, all the praises are pointing to something that look great, awesome, cool or things yang..okay cantik and to be clearer, to all type of positive things. To make it short, if you do something beautifully, you'll be showered by praises. If you are beautiful/handsome/cute, you too will be showered by praises. =p

Okay sambung lagi, if we are given a situation whether to choose "pujian" or "kritikan". I can barely say that, NO ONE will choose "kritikan! Yeah, definitely. Me too will not choose "kritikan". Siapa yang nak kena kritik dengan bad words. Seriously, NO ONE. But somehow the "kritikan" will improve ourselves. It will make us strong. It will turn us to the new one, i mean the positive one.

I myself have been criticized a few years ago..okay sangat tak best to say the"kritik" word so i want to change it to "komen" . The word "komen" is much nicer compared to the word"kritik". Ada someone gave me a comment about my writing. Yeah, he said to me better u tulis in Malay la. I kept thinking his word and somehow i felt that it was better for me to write in Malay than English cause my grammar was teruk sangat on that time! Yup, teruk sangat sampai ada orang willing to comment for asking me to stop writing in English cause my English is bad! *cry*

The "nice" story begun when i posted a thought regarding my life titled " a happy life "on facebook. I wrote that story in English. All in English. Then, lepas posting that thought there was a guy dropping a comment and said " weiii, jganla tulis in english kalau grammar tak betul. Tulis dalam bhasa melayu sudeyy..bahasa jiwa bangsa... " .And that guy memang aku kenal la kan.

Sentap! Nak marah! Geram! okayy, aku sedih! Seriously, aku memang sedih! Sedih dengan komen tu. Disebabkan terlalu sedih aku delete terus post tu sebab aku tak mampu nak baca lagi komen tu.

Macam tak matang pun ada bila aku fikir balik pasal tu. Aku rasa diri aku sangat tak matang to handle such thing. I was so scared to reply his comment and i didn't even tried to defend myself because i knew if i did so the possibility to receive another harsh comment from him was high. Enough!

So, lepas dari case tu, i really don't have a courage to write in English. Memang tak ada mood dah! My mood drastically changed since i had a blog. Yeah, this blog rebuild my courage to write in English and it makes me happy too. I feel free to blog whatsoever story i want to. Hehe. Komen or kutukan/ktitikan from people aku dah tak kisah sebab aku tahu niat aku menulis and takde nak harm siapa siapa. Hey you, i'm not perfect. My English is also not perfect.My facebook is my own space so if u don't like my writing please stay away from me..btw, i want to say sorry, so sorry..  I just want to share my thoughts and my never ending story in ENGLISH =)

# 2 : Wordless Wednesday

aku kat mana?

hi blog, hi sunday,
dah berapa hari aku tak update entri..bila masuk blog, aku blogwalking, blog sendiri tak update update.. =p, so entri ini sekadar persinggahan aku la kiranya. Busy aku dengan report yang tak siap lagi nih!

Minggu lepas, kawan aku share pic ini di facebook, bila aku tengok pic ni, aku berfikir sekejap...hmm...

so, aku tinggalkan entri ni dengan pic yang akan buat kita semua terutama kaum hawa berfikir sesuatu yang positif untuk diri kita =)

                                                             where you are?....where i am?

# 1 : Wordless Wednesday

Hari Raya Haji

Assalamualaikum and Selamat hari raya haji =)

Today i'm going to blog about my raya haji coz we're still in the month of Zulhijjah and in the mood of hari raya. It's a must to talk about raya. Kan..kan..kan

Let start with the story of the day before hari raya haji. 
Ok, the day before raya, i was searching for baju kurung for the sake of hari raya. On that day, i went to star parade straight away after going back from the office. FYI, it was raining when i took my way off to town. Luckily, it rained lightly. Kalau tak habisla aku.

My boss gave us permission to go back home earlier. Kami dapat balik awal satu jam..hehe..around 4.30 p.m, i kept all my stuffs and get them into my bag. Laju kemas sebab i was very excited nak pergi cari baju raya ni. The day before, my abah gave me some money and asked me to buy baju raya on my own. =). Cari punya cari, i didn't find any baju kurung that good on me. Ada yang berkenan terlebih size, ada yang cantik size xs. Hampa!   

So, my journey in searching for baju kurung was failed. Haha. Why? I ended up getting a jubah denim...hehe...a light blue colour of jubah with zero design. Simple but nice. I like it sooo much. I bought two. Satu untuk aku, satu untuk adik.



First day of hari raya,
As usual, we go to surau to perform solat hari raya qurban.  The surau sebelah rumah saya saja. Memang sangat dekat. FYI, the surau is my late tok ayah's surau. He built the surau masa aku tak lahir lagi. Maksudnya, the age of the surau is over 23 year-old. Yeah, it's supposed to be older than me coz i'm turning 23 this year.
Raya kali ini juga, tanpa arwah tok ayah. Dia pergi masa hari nuzul quran pada ramadhan lepas. Teringat arwah tok ayah.

This year, my abah did a qurban for our family. Lepas qurban settle, mak, mak tok and also my sister masak. I pun join sekali la. hihi...after that, had delicious food while watching the takbir on tv. Sangat best.


Second day of hari raya,
We went to rumah tok di sebelah mak. Had awesome food. Banyak makanan yang ada. One of my favourite food yang ada on that day was satay. I ate satay ayam. Super sedap. My pak su prepared and cooked it on his own. I didn't know how to describe the taste of the satay. Well, it was delicious on its own without dipping it into kuah kacang. Simply you eat it!


Third day of hari raya,
i stayed home all day. Actually, satu family just stayed home all day. Tunggu saudara mara datang rumah =).Seronok okay raya di rumah tanpa jalan jalan kemana mana. Duduk di rumah plus sembang sembang dengan family. Owhh, satu nikmat!
Alhamdulillah everything went well. Paling terpenting, my raya went very well. Sangat sangat bermakna raya haji tahun ni. Hopefully, tahun depan dapat menikmati suasana raya yang lebih meriah. InsyaAllah.

sedapnya

sejak shila nyanyi lagu ni, terus rasa suka lagu forever love wang lee hom =)